Hug

Hugging is a good medicine. It transfers energy and gives the person hugged an emotional lift. You need four hugs a day for survival, eight for maintenance, and twelve for growth. Scientists say that hugging is a form of communication because it can say things you don't have words for. And the nicest thing about a hug is that you usually can't give one without getting one.

Our PROSEC teacher taught us this, and that is why high school with Sixtreme was smothered with warm hugs and sweet kisses.

Hugs to everyone! :))

God, Interest Me

I call upon to Him with that prayer when I’m exhausted, when I’m nonchalant or when I’m naturally me, seeking to excite and ignite my adrenaline. He responds always, as in for all time, He never fails. By response, I mean He shows me the remarkable, the extraordinary, the appealing, the motivating, the noteworthy, the noble, those I never knew exist or still exist, those that make you smile, make you feel alive, those small and big things in life. Occasionally, He even answers my quick prayer by offering desirable and exhilarating outdoor adventures. Those sort of response from Him, I like! However, there are these of which I refer to as unlike times, and today is one of them.

What occurred today interests me, but I’d rather not go through that hazard for another time. With my act made hastily on impulse, I feel guilt-ridden and culpable. Please papa God, not for another time. It involves aggression and onslaught, to some extent a recurrence of the past. I abhor the mixed emotions. :'(

On What Side of the Coin

I exceptionally have an aversion to unexpectedly coming across to something to which I become bothered and flustered. I wish to know your true intent with that act because I don't know what to feel & how to react. This may sound unjust since I’m implying an inequitable distinction between flattering and fault-finding propositions, but why do you have to convene with her. What scheme are you working on? Is that your means of ... or of ... ? It’s too sudden of a downer, I'm unprepared, and you caught me off guard. Please assure me that this uncertainty is not how it adversely appears to be. Enlighten me that I'm right with my approving inference. Restore my confidence and set my mind at rest.

I'm not in my good frame of mind to study for this week’s exam anymore.

Ill-Equipped

I have been requested to represent the institution. What do I do? I’m not robustly on my top form for it. It’s in a couple of weeks and I necessitate at least six weeks of training to improve on my physical fitness and to finish the battle competently and with ease. This great advantageous chance may never come yet again. If under favourable conditions, I could and I will. Fatefully, ad lib, impromptu and spur-of-the-moment are under no circumstances germane in this sporting stratagem; furthermore, my performance in my academics is below accustomed and is middling. Actually, I’m a little anxious and unassertive as I am long-drawn-out from taking actions on behalf of. I could do with ruminating through this tonight, so help me God.

Update: I politely refused. I might regret this before long. Hayy.

Update: I said yes, and we bagged 2nd place! :)

Sunday is Family Day

I saw COCO MARTIN yesterday! He looked like an angel, grabe! And oh, he's from Novaliches as well! HAHAHA :D

Kakilig-kilig na panaginip! :D

MC’s activity today is charity run that carried on not much as for a lengthy period, an approximation of three hours including chatting and gobbling down. While Earl is a despondency, I’m grateful Perf, Bryan and Jeff could accompany me. What I in actuality desire to blog is that I’m home in the early hours! I, together with my family, took a seat around our table for lunch a minute ago. Fulfilling it is in view of the fact that I’ve never eaten any breakfast/brunch/lunch/dinner with them for weeks now. Co-curricular activities are getting all the more complex to pull off and involve consuming a great deal of the time of my life; thus, today is perfectly a faultless day! A time to sit down and relax with loved ones, oh I truly love the pleasant atmosphere.

Here are some pictures of our lunch today.

Pagbabago

Madaming nagaganap na pagbabago, sinasadya man, yung di maiiwasan, o yung mga di-ayon at ayon sa ating kagustuhan. Kung tutuusin, ako mismo ay napupuno ng pagbabago. Iba na hilig ko, iba na nais ko, iba na ibig ko, iba na nagpapaikot ng mundo ko. Nagbago at patuloy na nagbabago, ako’y nandirito pa rin, iisa ang hangarin, na maging...

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Biglang nakakita ng litrato, na siyang inupload ng kaibigan mo. Napaisip ako, tulad pa rin kaya ng dati ang iyong pabango. Pareho pa rin ang hugis ng iyong mukha. Siya ring tamis ng ngiti sa iyong mata. Nagbago na kaya ang iyong panlasa? Nakatutuwang isipin minsa’y naging akin ka. Sa kabilang banda, nakalulungkot, nakayayamot, parang hindi na kita kilala. Magawa mo pa kaya akong maalala? Miss ata kita. Joke lang, asa ka pa! HAHAHA :D

Go On

Yesterday, I met Coach Champ by chance, sitting at the pavilion. He waved, I waved.

Coach: Hindi ka na bumalik at nagpakita, tapos tumataba ka pa ah!

H: Oo nga po eh. Panggabi na po kasi kami sa CE. Kayo rin kaya tumataba! HAHAHA :D

Coach: Isang taon ka pa ‘di ba?

H: Opo, lapit na!

Coach: Alam mo sayang ka... Sayang ka.

Then I felt intolerably embarrassed and pierced. Awkward silence presided over the setting. He had plans for me, BIG plans. Expression of regret in concert with annoyance is visibly evident on my face. As I make an effort to be unruffled and to have sturdy control over my emotions, I informed him that I was with Mountaineering Club, and blah. We finished the casual talk by conversely wishing good lucks. I was shyly uncomfortable, grabe.

From Facebook: "On this day, God wants you to know that it's time you let go. Yes, of course, you want to control so everything happens in just the way you want it. But at the end of the day, we control nothing, - it's all in God's hands, - has always been, and will always be. So, do what you can, and then let go, and let God handle the rest."

My present writings, measured up to my writings few years back, are a disaster and a humiliating failure.

I saw pictures of you smiling, it left me smiling, too. :) Do more of what you’re doing, and keep yourself happy, okay? I'm happy that you're happy. Happy Valentine’s, dreamboy!

Busy Bee

I have been markedly busy to fret concerning my past worries. In point of fact, I’m not that all affected to any further extent. I'm content the way it is. Yes! I am expressing gratitude to all who/that keep me as busy as a bee.

Our time will come, for God's time is always perfect. :)

Where Did It Come From?

I’m walking when I’m used to running. I’m considering defenses when I’m used to constantly engaging in. I’m losing potentials when I’m used to its full utilization. I’m unable to find that zeal and enthusiasm in the same degree as when I did have it initially. Someone please push me to go beyond the usual limits. I’m at present jaded and apathetic.

Offensive it is when someone really close exhibits lies to others in relation to you just to get ahead of and be noticed. I seem not to be familiar with, but I’m well-informed. I’ve conversed with my friends in another circle concerning this. I made conscious effort to hear them out, but am doing otherwise. To you my friend, I’d still play the unchanged role. Friends care, friends share. But please, impede yourself from talking deceits and fabrications with the intent of getting a hold of that boy you desire. I’ll stay silent, I’ll stay patient.